Feeding Her.

For the first time, I went to see Lily at daycare during the day.
It was quite unsettling. No need to give details.
So I leave after feeding her a bottle and bawl in the Walmart parking lot.

The urge to yank her out of daycare, quit my job and become a F/T Mama is great, if not desperately overwhelming.

This has made me cranky.

So, less about me, more about precious lil girl.

Every day with her is perfect, awesome, wonderful. I like missing her and LOVE picking her up. I get antsy around 4...I itch to get on the road to her. We have mama/Lily conversations all the way home. Usually pretty one-sided, but I crave this time with her...as I do our bath time. Our bathtub is not only deep but it's inclined, so washing her in the tub isn't an option.
SO, we take our baths together. She loves the water. We'll sit there together and wash and splash and she usually coos and talks.

I have a slight summer cold right now which sucks...and it's so hot for Billy as he works his long hours.

Here are a couple of photos for the road:




Oh she sure loves her daddy.