But I have to admit, the after-baby blues are robbing me (or I am allowing myself to be robbed) of the joy of this time. Someone asked me today if I was just happy as can be and having so much fun?
I had to honestly answer, "Well, no...not so much."
And then I burst into tears. Crap.
I cry nearly 4 times a day...most of which are not spawned from any incident or kicked off by anything. I just suddenly sob and sob and then once it's over, I move on.
Lily is gorgeous. Everyone wants to be near her and love her. I adore that...I feel like she has some sort of magical power to heal hearts...there is just so much love in her.
I'm putting some photos on here so that the joy of her will be for you, whether or not I'm as joyful. This too shall pass. God keeps His promises. I'm just waiting. O Let me learn patience. :)
