Normal? who knows

Will be 27 weeks PG tomorrow and my babygirl moves all the time! I don't know if it's normal for a baby to move THAT much! I'm not concerned at all...I'd only be worried if I didn't feel her move.

I am not feeling as WOO HOO as I have been. I think that things will now get right into the other miserable part of pregnancy - the tiredness and aches and pains. I workout regularly now...and it usually makes me hurt for the next day or more. Hips, leg cramps, the normal stuff.

I'm also a bit more depressed than before...I really don't want to get out much unless it's just me and husband. I can't explain it at all...but being with him is top priority right now. (Besides my walk with my Lord) I really don't want to see or be seen by anyone. Difficult. The guilt is overwhelming. Gyah!

Oh and let me add that the GUILT from not wanting to get out is almost harder than the actual hiding. Being human RULES.

But I have to say, honestly, that this big, bulbous body is awesome. AWESOME. I feel strong and capable while I feel soft and vulnerable. Amazed at how this whole thing was put together, ya know? How could this be an accident? How could this not be the intricate work of a merciful, graceful God? Exactly.

My sweet husband still kicks it hotpotato style...can't get a grip on how great he really is. Whoa.

Kim & Cletusblue